3:47 a.m. 2005-07-18
"my give a damn's busted"
it is almost 4am and i'm not tired at all. i'm sitting here in sean's room where i have highjacked his computer in order to have fabulous conversations with the laura doe!!!
why am i not having fabulous conversatioans with sean?
probably because he is mad at me and went on a much needed walk to clear his head. this whole weekend definately took a wrong turn somewhere (probably when i locked myself out of the house before i left and couldn't leave until 3 hours later when it was too late to visit kurt and hanna) and instead of turning around- and instead of going to the bg that i know and love i came to this "other" bg where everything and everyone plays the "try to make jessica mitolo cry" game.
luckily last night was tons of fun and was oh so very worth the trip.
this afternoon was also cool because i got to hang out with the old black hole people that i really haven't hung out with in a very long time. i always feel so young when i'm with them- it makes me feel like i'm still the shy little freshman who barely knew anyone. it is weird to think of bg without greg baker- he was one of the first people who tooke me under his wing when i started school- and it really was fabulous of him.
but i think that this is starting to not make sense and i should stop typing.
so i will.